I’m beginning to lose track of the narrative. I texted then this morning and I got a long message back.
They sounded like they were resigned to losing me entirely. Thst they didn’t even want to entertain the idea of remaining friends. I’m probably projecting this on to them. I’m probably projecting my own feelings on to them. It’s just been a long week so far. I’m tired and can barely pay attention or even care about anything. There’s just this weight on my soul that I can’t seem to shake.
It’ll pass. It always does.